Finally it has been ages since i had blogged... exams are over and all i have left are PW and PW and PW and bball and choir...
 haha...anyways promos was a killer..

4 weeks b4 promos:
"omg so little time to do so many work....if i dun do well i'm shitted...." lol so then i started "hardcore revision!!!!" monday wed and fri aft  sch at library till like...8? 830?? den bloody hell this lifestyle continues thru e next 2 weeks...only till 2 weeks b4 promos...

2weeks b4 promos:
*struggling* drowning in despair..CHEM AND GEOG AND MATH!!! omg chem math i got U for common test...can i do it can i do it and pass these two papers!??! or am i just killing myself by stressing myself up.....ok the two weeks is a killer...everyday after sch at library!!! alamak i scareded man!!! looking back now i oso dunno how i managed to pull such a monstrous stunt off....mug and mug and mug and mug....

finally promos came...rmb i study till pengsan...really really scared tio mind block....but oh well results are out and i got ABBCD...i tink...ok la..i got PROMOTERD!!!!!!cool mans...this shows tt nothing is impossible....even a person like me can study proved this point...lols....

anyways tts not the point....the main story of the reason of why i'm blogging~all e memories of this year....come lets make a nice review...

start of the year...1st 3 monthes....i met ppl whom i became great frens wif...sree EnEn..weijie..Juechen....some which might have parted ways..either for bad or for good....then got accepted in choir...honestly i dunno wad made mi choose choir among all e other CCAs available...met ppl....sherlyn, GUANCHENG!! henry luke dingneng yukai eugene lynette richard emily sengkiat etcetc oh ya cant forget one special person...MAX!!!! hope u r reading tis...ppl come and go...i really enjoyed the choir camp..stayed up al night to talk and all...sleeping in the choir room and laming here and der......

den move on...got posted to new class...06s34...got new teacher ms ng and ms wendy lee still teaching geog...saded tt mr sahlan din teach my class...haha...met ppl like marie anne and yin jas and ky...yongteack and jiayuan...bballing always as usual...lol....honestly tis class isn't as bad as i tot it was...when every1 warm up wif one another...look like family lei...so sweetening...will get fat de....lol...den i got in charge of the service learning project...alot of liasing btw SVC and my CG and s10...problematic sia...looking back now i see e difficulties of liasing wif outside organisations....they can be such a pain in e @ss sumtimes...alot of planning and sleepless nights...plan and hoping tt nothing would go wrong...work work work..den on tt day everyth was smooth and nice...pizza stall's crowd get abit out of hand....alot of ppl...even ms ng had to help....LOLS!! but alas it was a success and i'm happy tt everyth went smoothly....

then there was the choir trip to czech...first time i went so far....EUROPE LEI!!!! wahh......i got to go to vienna...nvm tt later....we trained and trained and trained....and honestly when nelson said tt there were only 50 seats while our choir has 55 ppl...i was v v nervous...i'm competing wif ppl wif choir background la....scary sei....thks to justin keesiang chin soon and hong kuang i finally managed to improve and go to czech...happened alot of th in czech....weeks b4 going it was choir choir choir choir practices...same song over and over again...den our concert serves as a warm-up to the international comp in czech...had alot of fun during the concert...it was my first time performing...and thks JOYCE SOH for lending her support...realli appreciate it for coming to see a fren whom u barely noe for like....2 months??

anyways in czech warm up and practice....sang and sang...finally it was competition day....we sang and enjoyed ourselves...i was bloody nervous lar!! omg...but anyway we sang ok....then we waited in the main town square...."tampines junior college mixed youth superior- 96 points!!" ALL E EVENTS WE TOOK PART IN WAS GOLD GOLD GOLD!!! and e best th is tt the guys...(me included) got into the grand finals...its a v v nice experience la...to be performing for so many ppl...and ppl who are worldwide also can see e grandfinals via internet....the food der sucks man....ok le e beef and croissants and hotdogs was cool...but everyday is potatoes potatoes!!! scary sia....well...tt night nelson said he was proud of us...we were happy...den came the after competition party....dances and drinking the whiole night....danced wif sherlyn amy justin chris alot of ppl...first time i really let loose...its a sweet memory la...and we really enjoyed ourselves...aiping wif her vcam filming away...lol.....

then it was back to singapore again......in sch i was one of the buddies to the shandong exchange students that came to our school for exchange program...had quite a culture and educational shock coz wad we did in sch was like...totally diff in their sch....OMG i'm dying to noe how their lecturers say dy/dx in chinese.....CMI!!! lols...anyways i made a super buncha frens and well...i kinda missed dem..come ta tink of it...oh well i'm going to shandong in like less than a months time...so well no problem can see them soon...i can see snow!!! lol...

noe lets see hu's e few ppl tt i met tis yr whom impacted mi deeply...
guancheng- omg i love you!!! making mi smile in choir....
max- thks mate! life would not b as nice w/o u!
sherlyn- how can i 4got my da jie
weijie and ee hern- tis 2 siao dingdong...shld go out for midnite kopi more often...
meiyin marie anne jas etc (geog ppl) - lol G unity stands!! lets get promoted together!
yongteck and jiayuan - dumb and dumber sia..only 3 of us chinese ppl leis!!!
richard - words cant express how i feel..thks for e neverening support...=)
nelson kwei - Mr. kwei...lol he like a father to mi...v v nice but sumtimes fierce..
jiayan lizhen etc (chi gals in my class)- buncha ppl who go crazy for apparently no reason!! lols...special ppl...=)
ex s28 peeps- cant forget u...our class was e best in 1st 3 months!!
bbaling ppl- i cant 4get u all la yezhi matt qixiang max jiada jy joQuek huijuan Baohui dey all.....
ms wendy lee- omg let mi giv special shoutout to this teacher...she impacted my life with rock studies and physical geog...she's absolutely into geog!! lol...but she's a gd teacher who never fails to teach mi better...i'm sorry i did badly for geog... will work hard next yr de!!!
wanting(a02)- wah lau in chinese class noe her de...forever eating a kop my skittles!!!

and by saving the best for e last...................

JOYCE SOH DAO...ok la joyce soh liwen...
she buddy of the yr man...can tok to her so much and dun feel bored...helped her wif geog and math so much...chinese forever toking to wanting and eating and laming....dumdum sia...lol....knew her like during 2nd intake even thou both of ur in 1st intake... turns out to be a nice girl who never fails to smile and has a neverending line of suitors!!! lol....enjoyed her presence during chi lessons...made more interesting eva since mr huang changed class...haix...haha...den hor always asked mi to buy M&Ms...monster sia...lols..but i believe without her in jc, it would be less interesting la...so the ppl of the yr award tink i giv to her ba....

lolx ok quite late le blog soon...

AnG3L~

once i stepped onto the bball court...that is where i feel i am really at home....one hand holding a bball....e other looking at the net...no words can describe the feeling of utmost satisfaction when u shoot a 3 pointer or make a difficult lay up.....the sweat sticking to your back...under the hot sun...playing with your teammates the game tt requires individual and team skill......no words can describe the feeling of........perfection....

tio sunburn till v jia lat.....haiz...haha....but mi reffed my match well i tink...except for some pcb.....i vow next time i call for technical le...
wahahaha....

haha...ok so jux got back from sch....guess i blog awhile den start my project work sl le.....sianz....haha....

did my sit ups and standing broad jump today....ok lor.....normal normal results haha....anyways wad really comes to my attn is tt i dunno y today every1 so bloody sianz!?!!!!!! see all my frens like wanna slp liao like dat....den hor yonf teck oso pon e whole day away!!! #&*(#% ^$%!(#_(#$^%#(@@

haha....anyways on wed is e very very busy day for mi.....how am i supposed to split myself into 2??? hav a soccer match at 1630 den bball at 5.....so sianz......haha...i knew i shouldn't hav put my name into e soccer....but nvm la since so late le.....keeper nia.....no kick!! lol....hope i dun break any bones lor...i stiu got bball match de lei.... haha.......maybe treat soccer as a warmup for bball???? not bad eh?!!? haha...^^

how i hope that you would look at mi in the mornings....i went to find you and talk to you..u said u are busy and looked very busy...so i kept all my little talks and smses short as possible...sumtimes an sms to remind you that in the cold heartless world outside...someone cares...someone is there to provide at least a word of " hey you have to press on...do not give up"...or even a simple "jiayou".... but so as it seems all this have been taken for granted....of course i'm very sad la...but i cannot find the courage to tell you...i do not wanna trouble you with more problems...now that you have so many of your own....

actually i wanna noe what has really happened....wad has caused our friendship to detioriate to this extent...before the trip we were still very close...and i liked the feeling of having a sibling to watch over mi...but after the trip....everyth took a 180 degree turn...maybe its mi overreacting...but really th hav changed...smiles come and go so fast that sometimes i dun even noe wad to say to you anymore...conversations get shorter and shorter.....is there a way to salvage this friendship?? i admit i dun possess psychic abilities being capable to read minds...but i really wanna noe where and when have i gone wrong....and most importantly....do you still treasure mi as a fren.....

days come and go...hours passed like seconds when u do not want them to and suddenly, a problem pops out of no where...but in the shadow of this problem, i really do not know wad to do...i cant just give up and breakdown....although majority of me wants to do so....sumtimes....wad that has kept mi going this few days is my CG...i noe i'm on the brink of insanity....countless sleepless nights have left my teary-eyed.... i really wanna noe what went wrong.. impossible for mi to go to bed every night now without reminiscing abt the past....about how we had msged and toked on the fone... abt the beautiful memories we had spent having fun.... i treasured them immensely...but looking at u now...undeniably it has brought back painful memories abt the past....is it possible for mi to tok to you like i had done monthes ago? only fate can answer this question.....

now...receiving an sms seemed like a rarity....maybe...its time to let go and move on..maybe i should not have hoped too much from you...you have your own life to lead and as do i with my mundane lifestyle... maybe times will return back to before i met you...back to the depressed and dark moments of my miserable 16 yrs of existance.... maybe i would be sadder than now...but at least i do not have to go through the hardship of seeing you everyday and not knowing how to say "hi " to you...maybe.... i should not have hoped so much in the first place...i should have known that such bonds could not withstand the flowing sands of time....no matter how hard or solid our bonds are....after time has done its part....what was left would be a corestone which serves as remembrance of the times we had....

exams come and go.....months do so too.....come next yr i would not have known what i should do....without you around....singing would not be so fun anymore....without you around....red would be missing from the rainbow in my life.....  being the silent and ever-forgiving mi i had to say goodbye...but as you turn your back to go in time to come...please stand out of the wind...for it carries with it all the troubles and anguish i have to endure, and the countless tears that flowed silently....whats left behind would be the beautiful bits of us.....the bits that i hope you would remember as you moved on...  whilst for mi....all these and more would be packed away in the deepest depths of my heart....in a box labelled " Sweetest Memories and Unforgettable Moments..."...and in subscript "which can never be found anymore in this lifetime..."