Finally it has been ages since i had blogged... exams are over and all i have left are PW and PW and PW and bball and choir...
 haha...anyways promos was a killer..

4 weeks b4 promos:
"omg so little time to do so many work....if i dun do well i'm shitted...." lol so then i started "hardcore revision!!!!" monday wed and fri aft  sch at library till like...8? 830?? den bloody hell this lifestyle continues thru e next 2 weeks...only till 2 weeks b4 promos...

2weeks b4 promos:
*struggling* drowning in despair..CHEM AND GEOG AND MATH!!! omg chem math i got U for common test...can i do it can i do it and pass these two papers!??! or am i just killing myself by stressing myself up.....ok the two weeks is a killer...everyday after sch at library!!! alamak i scareded man!!! looking back now i oso dunno how i managed to pull such a monstrous stunt off....mug and mug and mug and mug....

finally promos came...rmb i study till pengsan...really really scared tio mind block....but oh well results are out and i got ABBCD...i tink...ok la..i got PROMOTERD!!!!!!cool mans...this shows tt nothing is impossible....even a person like me can study proved this point...lols....

anyways tts not the point....the main story of the reason of why i'm blogging~all e memories of this year....come lets make a nice review...

start of the year...1st 3 monthes....i met ppl whom i became great frens wif...sree EnEn..weijie..Juechen....some which might have parted ways..either for bad or for good....then got accepted in choir...honestly i dunno wad made mi choose choir among all e other CCAs available...met ppl....sherlyn, GUANCHENG!! henry luke dingneng yukai eugene lynette richard emily sengkiat etcetc oh ya cant forget one special person...MAX!!!! hope u r reading tis...ppl come and go...i really enjoyed the choir camp..stayed up al night to talk and all...sleeping in the choir room and laming here and der......

den move on...got posted to new class...06s34...got new teacher ms ng and ms wendy lee still teaching geog...saded tt mr sahlan din teach my class...haha...met ppl like marie anne and yin jas and ky...yongteack and jiayuan...bballing always as usual...lol....honestly tis class isn't as bad as i tot it was...when every1 warm up wif one another...look like family lei...so sweetening...will get fat de....lol...den i got in charge of the service learning project...alot of liasing btw SVC and my CG and s10...problematic sia...looking back now i see e difficulties of liasing wif outside organisations....they can be such a pain in e @ss sumtimes...alot of planning and sleepless nights...plan and hoping tt nothing would go wrong...work work work..den on tt day everyth was smooth and nice...pizza stall's crowd get abit out of hand....alot of ppl...even ms ng had to help....LOLS!! but alas it was a success and i'm happy tt everyth went smoothly....

then there was the choir trip to czech...first time i went so far....EUROPE LEI!!!! wahh......i got to go to vienna...nvm tt later....we trained and trained and trained....and honestly when nelson said tt there were only 50 seats while our choir has 55 ppl...i was v v nervous...i'm competing wif ppl wif choir background la....scary sei....thks to justin keesiang chin soon and hong kuang i finally managed to improve and go to czech...happened alot of th in czech....weeks b4 going it was choir choir choir choir practices...same song over and over again...den our concert serves as a warm-up to the international comp in czech...had alot of fun during the concert...it was my first time performing...and thks JOYCE SOH for lending her support...realli appreciate it for coming to see a fren whom u barely noe for like....2 months??

anyways in czech warm up and practice....sang and sang...finally it was competition day....we sang and enjoyed ourselves...i was bloody nervous lar!! omg...but anyway we sang ok....then we waited in the main town square...."tampines junior college mixed youth superior- 96 points!!" ALL E EVENTS WE TOOK PART IN WAS GOLD GOLD GOLD!!! and e best th is tt the guys...(me included) got into the grand finals...its a v v nice experience la...to be performing for so many ppl...and ppl who are worldwide also can see e grandfinals via internet....the food der sucks man....ok le e beef and croissants and hotdogs was cool...but everyday is potatoes potatoes!!! scary sia....well...tt night nelson said he was proud of us...we were happy...den came the after competition party....dances and drinking the whiole night....danced wif sherlyn amy justin chris alot of ppl...first time i really let loose...its a sweet memory la...and we really enjoyed ourselves...aiping wif her vcam filming away...lol.....

then it was back to singapore again......in sch i was one of the buddies to the shandong exchange students that came to our school for exchange program...had quite a culture and educational shock coz wad we did in sch was like...totally diff in their sch....OMG i'm dying to noe how their lecturers say dy/dx in chinese.....CMI!!! lols...anyways i made a super buncha frens and well...i kinda missed dem..come ta tink of it...oh well i'm going to shandong in like less than a months time...so well no problem can see them soon...i can see snow!!! lol...

noe lets see hu's e few ppl tt i met tis yr whom impacted mi deeply...
guancheng- omg i love you!!! making mi smile in choir....
max- thks mate! life would not b as nice w/o u!
sherlyn- how can i 4got my da jie
weijie and ee hern- tis 2 siao dingdong...shld go out for midnite kopi more often...
meiyin marie anne jas etc (geog ppl) - lol G unity stands!! lets get promoted together!
yongteck and jiayuan - dumb and dumber sia..only 3 of us chinese ppl leis!!!
richard - words cant express how i feel..thks for e neverening support...=)
nelson kwei - Mr. kwei...lol he like a father to mi...v v nice but sumtimes fierce..
jiayan lizhen etc (chi gals in my class)- buncha ppl who go crazy for apparently no reason!! lols...special ppl...=)
ex s28 peeps- cant forget u...our class was e best in 1st 3 months!!
bbaling ppl- i cant 4get u all la yezhi matt qixiang max jiada jy joQuek huijuan Baohui dey all.....
ms wendy lee- omg let mi giv special shoutout to this teacher...she impacted my life with rock studies and physical geog...she's absolutely into geog!! lol...but she's a gd teacher who never fails to teach mi better...i'm sorry i did badly for geog... will work hard next yr de!!!
wanting(a02)- wah lau in chinese class noe her de...forever eating a kop my skittles!!!

and by saving the best for e last...................

JOYCE SOH DAO...ok la joyce soh liwen...
she buddy of the yr man...can tok to her so much and dun feel bored...helped her wif geog and math so much...chinese forever toking to wanting and eating and laming....dumdum sia...lol....knew her like during 2nd intake even thou both of ur in 1st intake... turns out to be a nice girl who never fails to smile and has a neverending line of suitors!!! lol....enjoyed her presence during chi lessons...made more interesting eva since mr huang changed class...haix...haha...den hor always asked mi to buy M&Ms...monster sia...lols..but i believe without her in jc, it would be less interesting la...so the ppl of the yr award tink i giv to her ba....

lolx ok quite late le blog soon...

AnG3L~

once i stepped onto the bball court...that is where i feel i am really at home....one hand holding a bball....e other looking at the net...no words can describe the feeling of utmost satisfaction when u shoot a 3 pointer or make a difficult lay up.....the sweat sticking to your back...under the hot sun...playing with your teammates the game tt requires individual and team skill......no words can describe the feeling of........perfection....

tio sunburn till v jia lat.....haiz...haha....but mi reffed my match well i tink...except for some pcb.....i vow next time i call for technical le...
wahahaha....

haha...ok so jux got back from sch....guess i blog awhile den start my project work sl le.....sianz....haha....

did my sit ups and standing broad jump today....ok lor.....normal normal results haha....anyways wad really comes to my attn is tt i dunno y today every1 so bloody sianz!?!!!!!! see all my frens like wanna slp liao like dat....den hor yonf teck oso pon e whole day away!!! #&*(#% ^$%!(#_(#$^%#(@@

haha....anyways on wed is e very very busy day for mi.....how am i supposed to split myself into 2??? hav a soccer match at 1630 den bball at 5.....so sianz......haha...i knew i shouldn't hav put my name into e soccer....but nvm la since so late le.....keeper nia.....no kick!! lol....hope i dun break any bones lor...i stiu got bball match de lei.... haha.......maybe treat soccer as a warmup for bball???? not bad eh?!!? haha...^^

how i hope that you would look at mi in the mornings....i went to find you and talk to you..u said u are busy and looked very busy...so i kept all my little talks and smses short as possible...sumtimes an sms to remind you that in the cold heartless world outside...someone cares...someone is there to provide at least a word of " hey you have to press on...do not give up"...or even a simple "jiayou".... but so as it seems all this have been taken for granted....of course i'm very sad la...but i cannot find the courage to tell you...i do not wanna trouble you with more problems...now that you have so many of your own....

actually i wanna noe what has really happened....wad has caused our friendship to detioriate to this extent...before the trip we were still very close...and i liked the feeling of having a sibling to watch over mi...but after the trip....everyth took a 180 degree turn...maybe its mi overreacting...but really th hav changed...smiles come and go so fast that sometimes i dun even noe wad to say to you anymore...conversations get shorter and shorter.....is there a way to salvage this friendship?? i admit i dun possess psychic abilities being capable to read minds...but i really wanna noe where and when have i gone wrong....and most importantly....do you still treasure mi as a fren.....

days come and go...hours passed like seconds when u do not want them to and suddenly, a problem pops out of no where...but in the shadow of this problem, i really do not know wad to do...i cant just give up and breakdown....although majority of me wants to do so....sumtimes....wad that has kept mi going this few days is my CG...i noe i'm on the brink of insanity....countless sleepless nights have left my teary-eyed.... i really wanna noe what went wrong.. impossible for mi to go to bed every night now without reminiscing abt the past....about how we had msged and toked on the fone... abt the beautiful memories we had spent having fun.... i treasured them immensely...but looking at u now...undeniably it has brought back painful memories abt the past....is it possible for mi to tok to you like i had done monthes ago? only fate can answer this question.....

now...receiving an sms seemed like a rarity....maybe...its time to let go and move on..maybe i should not have hoped too much from you...you have your own life to lead and as do i with my mundane lifestyle... maybe times will return back to before i met you...back to the depressed and dark moments of my miserable 16 yrs of existance.... maybe i would be sadder than now...but at least i do not have to go through the hardship of seeing you everyday and not knowing how to say "hi " to you...maybe.... i should not have hoped so much in the first place...i should have known that such bonds could not withstand the flowing sands of time....no matter how hard or solid our bonds are....after time has done its part....what was left would be a corestone which serves as remembrance of the times we had....

exams come and go.....months do so too.....come next yr i would not have known what i should do....without you around....singing would not be so fun anymore....without you around....red would be missing from the rainbow in my life.....  being the silent and ever-forgiving mi i had to say goodbye...but as you turn your back to go in time to come...please stand out of the wind...for it carries with it all the troubles and anguish i have to endure, and the countless tears that flowed silently....whats left behind would be the beautiful bits of us.....the bits that i hope you would remember as you moved on...  whilst for mi....all these and more would be packed away in the deepest depths of my heart....in a box labelled " Sweetest Memories and Unforgettable Moments..."...and in subscript "which can never be found anymore in this lifetime..."

hey henry thks for those comments. was reading thru and i spent e whole night thinking abt wad u had said. well guess its time for mi to start anew yet again. maybe the next yr would be a fruitful yr for me....i hope so too.... haha....anyway here's mi wanting to give a good shoutout to all the ppl who had helped mi alot during the past few months...richard and sherlyn and max and guancheng and adeline and lynette and winne and baozhu and keesiang and dingneng and hanry and...and....well the list seems to go on and on... well anyway...undue thks go out to all these ppl who helped mi in one way or another.... god give mi the strength to pull through the coming yr, and the courage to face all upcoming challenges...

anyway, school repoens....the period where deadlines are given and school and stress suddenly all reappears....right away i have to go into high gear and prepare my class the service learning proposal na dthe project, plus my project work and my homework......also, my grades for the common test was like shit so i also have to study.....man the schedule's freaking packed....and kinda tiring....jux today i had to do geog research and send mass e mail my class and the guy from Singapore Volunteer Corps....freaking tired of this liestyle....hmmmm wonder when will i collapse of exhaustion??? haha jkjk....but honestly i had never seen my class so united before....haha...oh well....it pays off well for mi to slog and mug like a mad cow....haha.... anyway i have told myself le...i'm gonna go full steam and start studying real hard.....study till abt september end....if my results are equally bad or if i still cannot improve, i'm gonna go for the poly second intake le.....i feel that its pointless for me to repeat another year in jc since i cant adapt to the learning methods here....well....jc life's fun and vibrant and beautiful, and i noe i'll be reminiscing abt the beatiful times i had in TPJC in the event that i really have to go poly.....

oh ya.....if any of you are reading this....there is a carnival in SP on the 22 july!!!! its part of my service learning project too...so yea it'll be nice if some of u can go der and have some fun and let your hair down.....literally i mean...haha...yea...so if you r free or anyth jux drop by ya?

hmmm....this few weeks time passed like v v fast....fast till i cant seem to slow down and appreciate what some ppl had done...thks to ms Ng for her help in e SL project...ms ng i dunno if u reading this....but well thks ya?? haha....lightens my load while i'm in panorama...hmm...if i should die tml...i tink i hav no more regrets, coz i had lived life to the fullest everyday! haha...

haha....finally back from austria and Czech le!!! tt place is so cool man...so erm allow mi to backtrack abit to that day haha...

june 7 midnight: the TPJC choir and vocal consort ppl met at e airport lol....quite late le yet everyone was very ecstatic that we are going to CZECH!!! okie so every1 there has worked v v hard to pass thru the auditions....and finally the day has come!!! my parents cant stay to send mi off so they left at about 1 plus...after checking in all our barang barang every1 has the few remaining mins in changi airport.... haha i went for mocha latte!!!! shared with da jie some oso....den made her eat some cranberry muffin lolx!!! hu ask sherlyn go jian fei!! ^^ bleahs...

haha anyway we boarded the plane at about 0245 lors.....turns out we all going to transit at Dubai in e middle east....

june 7 morning approx. 11 am:

in dubai, we were in transit for 3 hours...bought dunking donuts!! hoho... den straight to Vienna le....

when we reach vienna, we were shocked!! man the weather was so so so good!! abt 16 deg in e day!! cool man...den we waited for the coach and our tour guide to bring us into Czech! haha....lucky i changed some of my US into czech crowns le...so when we stopped for toilet break all of us went to e nearby supermarket to restock on water!!

reached olomouc at about 9 pm den checked into a lock kok hotel =.=||| rest is all boring blahblahblah...


practiced v v v hard till comp....we din go to visit e castle but spent one day at e hotel practising!! actually to get the gold we all dun mind lol....so practice...

finally!! competition day! we all woke early and ate....i felt v v nervous! coz its my first time la....so yea...competition was good....all e judges we watching us as we sang....but as usual we swept all away with our sinten!! lol ok la when we perform we got a standing ovation!! cool man...actually i'm quite happy coz we did v v well for e superior!

den come to male chorus.....OMG i tink we sang way way better than during practice!!

soon announcing the results! when they come to the mix youth superior..." and next up is to announce the results for the E3 mixed youth superior choir......with a gold of 96 points the choir from Singapore....Tampines Junior College Choir!!!!" OMG i can tell u all of us was sosososososososo happpy!!!! we worked so hard and finally all started to pay off ahaha.....den when all e results were announced!!! we were so happy tt all e comp that we took part in were all gold!! we won 3 golds! haha....yea...so then it came as a surprise when nelson said that the male chorus made it to the Grand Finals that night! ok....so things were turning to the better for us!!! haha....i felt disappointed that the girls din managed to get to perform with us in the grand finals, coz i feel that we did sososososo well that day....but then we performed and competed against the top 5 choirs, 1 of which is Vocal Consort and Raffles Chorale!! ok la...so winning suddenly seemed so impossible, but i feel that being able to ascend to the grand finals is already quite a mean feat for the guys!! but i felt super uber disappointed that we din get a single vote when the judges chose the winner that night.....luckily the winner is some weird Boy's choir from goodness knows where......Bleah!!! at least Raffles din win!! haha.....

rest of the vacation is spent shopping and enjoying the remaining days in e weather der....when we reached vienna is where the shopping starts!! haha...shop till u drop man!! we went to the largest shopping mall in europe and shopped haha....i bought alot of chocs for my family, gave some to da jie as well...dunno if she like it or not!! haha....anyway when we spent the night in vienna, chris justin and i was like si bei bo liao so we went exploring.....we walked so far out away from the hotel till we reached the train station....justin was nearly run over by tt bullet train....speed was so so freaking fast....about 200km??? anyways we walked and walked till we got lost....den we started to feel scared....scared tt sum1 will jump us?? yea i thought so.....also its getting dark! den i wearing a t shirt onli lor...temp dropping super fast....so we walked and walked till ok....finally we reached a road and arrived at e hotel unexpectedly....
okie...so tt was an adventure....

back to singapore...i realy like the temp der!! ppl so frenly der lol.....and i finally saw some ppl enjoying themselves to the most!! okie so e last night in czech aft e comp there was a dancing party....music and drinking lol....so yea saw some ppl on e dancefloor....MR tan?? Ms Quek!!! lol and Mr Low....cool man....so was Sherlyn!!
haha da jie.....i saw sumthing der!! miss dancing queen haha...

it definitely has been a most memorable and enjoyable week in Europe haha.... and i loved it there haha.....stiu cant forget Austria and Czech.....(",)

hmmm haven't been blogging for awhile so now since i'm bored of memorising for spa....let mi blog...


firstly, today is sea sports carnival heats for e j1 ppl...classes went on well and all...and to be honest, i', quite happy..coz every1 is very enthu...especially during the dragonboat...ppl of 06s34...we put up a good fight...thks guys....ok lar to b honest i was actually quite angry and pissed at the start.....i was like "wtf it's already 3 and all are still late...." but it is when we r already on the water tt i see real teamwork tt's going on between the class...
also, the ecstacy level reached fever pitch when we reaching the finishing line...guys good job ppl!!!

haha...well after tt we had to wait so damn fucking long to compete in the boys doubles relay....start we had a problem...some idiot used the paddle to hit yong teck in the eye...and he's e strongest canoeing guy in e class....so he took like quite long to come back...den raja and jiayuan is stiu quite fast,....last leg damn funny....is syafiq and mi... we were like last liao but we dun care....we jux plan to finish the race lol.... but then when we start den start singet...so i tols syafiq to turn....he leaned too much left den the canoe capsized....lol i waited so damn long to be capsized....cutes wor...haha...but aft tt it was quite dangerous...syafiq cant get out of the cockpit....so finally when he was out he say he cant swim....den when i when to help him he pushed mi underwater so he can breathe,,...lol....ya....after dat i had to towe him and the capsized canoe back to shore...scary sia...although he wear life jacket but stiu its quite scary and all....e lifejacket like freaking lose la!!! den he's choking and all....but all's well.....haha...

also, choir concert's in 2 weeks' time...omg truth to be told i'm quite nervous la...coz its like e first kinda performance tt i performing in lor...lols...but ml i going VJC concert so go der get some experience....evils sia!!

lol i saw tis weird foto online so i tink i post it here....

tis foto like precedes the da vinci code...its taken from the prequel "Angels and Demons"...funny th is when u view it whether this way or upside down it looked exactly the same!!! really!! omg dan brown muz b very creative to do sumth like dat..lolx...

okie okie...blog so long le...first time la..haha....hmm...joanne!!! my entry not old ok??haha is jux tt i no time to blog onli la... BLEAHX!!!!

lol finally i got my contacts!!!! finally wahaha....i love my contacts....dunno wad i would do without dem....omg..!! i look so diff wit and without contacts....contacts rocks..!!!

lol anyway tml is the day tt i dread....sleeping today away....took a maths test and a gp quiz...tml i hav another compre test..zzz.....den thursday got another graded essay...lol....wtf am i doing in jc man??? lol....budden...its an obvious tradeoff for the cool lifestyle here....

anyways....todays the 8th....and choir concert's on 31....man the day is coming......coming coming coming coming.....i dunno y but suddenly i feel the jitterbugs in my stomach...lolx..... man it's my first concert i'll be performing in...!!! of course la.....in sec sch i dun hav frens hu r der for mi!!!

oh ya.....lynette dun feel so down ok?? i read ur blog and it really broke my heart....so u dun tink so much and take care wor....and sure we can take a pic together next time...^^

also....the schedule's super packed for mr lye now!!! damn i could be  kept under pressure...!!! 2 summaries 2 reading logs 1 geog research....etc etc,....wah i see liao oso sianz... haha....nvm...i can do it!!! and i shall do all of it now!!! wahaha.....

hasta la vita suckas!!!!!

haha...i mean my frens la....wad was i thinking then?? galfwen? nooo la...
lol anyway seriously i really wanna do some appreciative work now....thks to guancheng and lynette and fiona and terry and richard and prem and daryl and sochenda and emily and hazel and chinsoon and.....many many more ppl!! really my life has been so colourful up till today because of u ppl...

special thks to SHERLYN!!! da jie!!! i LOVE you!!! (like the way a brother would love his sista...^^ ) really...coz without u....honestly its like a rainbow without the colour red....
and if a rainbow has any colours missing, it won't be as spectacular as before...

also.......to YONG TECK AND JIAYUAN!!! haha my classmate cum bball khakees...!!
maybe one day we shall all go join bball team and play for tpjc in the A boys competition next yr!! keep rocking guys!!

last but not least......to HENRY AND JUSTIN!!! lol without u guys i honestly guess i wun be able to make it to czech le...so all e credit goes to u ppl....


my life was super dull in secondary school..but in JC....who noes life was so colourful and beautiful?? ^^

haha....okie finally managed to finds some time to post a blog..
dead tired man! nelson was drilling us le...to sing and perfect our singing!! i can do it! haha

anyway i can go czech haha..so happy!! i finally made it!! although i frm npcc all e chapalang commands and shouting at e top of my voice,....i finally did it!! i improved my choral singing le!! oh man i feel so happy ya?? haha...even nelson is happy tt i din stand out le...haha...really wanna say a big thank you to justin and henry for spending their entire week wit mi and max in e choir room working and training mi...haha....i feel so happy!!

anyways i found myself a v v  caring and beautiful and brainy and demure and smart and talented and powerful and v v nice da jie le!! her name's sherlyn!!! yep sherlynzzZzZ!!! haha...my da jie is always der 4 mi  whenever i feel down!! and really la da jie really wanna thank you...dunnno wad i would do tt night if without u to tok some sense in mi....i most probably wun be typing tis le...haha...god bless u da jie!!

oso, special shoutout to guanchang and henry and richard and adeline and sochenda and fiona and emily and amie and xuan an and MAX!!! haha...thks guys! today was a monstrous day to begin with and it ended the way it started...haha...was v v happy today!! yes i was haha never felt so happy 4 a long time le...haha... thks guys....really am fortunate to hav such a great bunch of frens to hang out wit...hmm...cya all in czech guys!! (",)

last but not least....CHOIR CONCERT IS COMING!!! 31/05/2006!!! MUZ GO....ITS A CONCERT OF A LIFETIME!!!! HAHA....=P

Hmm.......u can all call mi OGL hanrui....LOLX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 tt sounds so damn wrong and gay man!!!
 haha but i dun care bleahx.....i OGL lei......buei song ur taiji la...still have to call mi dat wad..haha....so be good and guai den i give u all sweets to eat ok?? gd boys and girls..

haha oh ya....dear dear take care ok??? dun always injure urself....i love u!!! =) ( P.S to those ppl reading tis....dun get e wrong idea ok?? its meant 4 her de not YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

hmm....oh ya....i going to Czech and Vienna 4 choir comp in JUNE!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! haha...first time der.....ok la i noe i sounded abit deprived but really...i'm v excited at going so far...haha....

well....guess i blog long enuf le.....all e best to all ppl......good luck in ur exams work jobs love life etc......(",)

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! i got 15 for O lvls la...haha....so most probably staying.....hahaz....
i'm staying 4 gd...hahaz.....and so i wanna give a big "F**K YOU" to those who say tpjc sucks....

hahaz.....choir bass seemed so cool.....1st time i went its so fun!!! haha......50+ ppl in e same room singing and singing jux seemed so cool.....and e voices jux seemed to blend in altogether....

haha......thks to my class.i so free now!!! i totally feel i'm a changed man!!! ok guy maybe...haha.....so expect mi a change 4 the better!!!!! haha...............

heys to all ppl reading tis....

i tink our fancy team should deserve to win lor....i noe dey trained v hard and practiced juz to get the gold back to our sch...i really hope myself tt 1 yr we will reign champs....win fancy......i believe we can win e pasir ris crest sec....hello ppl!!!! we frm CCHMS lei!!!! we are more academically inclined....so y can't we b more creative??? i sure we can win dem both in drilling and books one.....

althou we din win tis yr.....dun giv up....we can win next yr;...eep trying and dun giv up!!!